griscilla pan
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
i am now at my school's canteen B. and the music here is so deafening i can barely hear myself think. i actually intended to watch somemore funny korean variety on youtube while waiting for val. but i can't hear anything even with my noise cancelling plugs. i've tried sticking them so far in that i feel like the gross stuff are going to come out tgt with it. SIGH. :( that guy is so cute! he can still read even with the speakers blasting away i just keep looking his direction hahah
i have a good view of the level below from where i'm sitting and i can see..people i know..people i don't..cute guys i kindof know..cute guys i don't..i think i've been pmsing. and will continue to do so till my period comes and goes. you know this feeling? like i''m sitting here and not particularly feeling happy about school. everytime this time i think about things even more than usual and i usually already can't fall asleep because so many things are going through my mind.
i appreciate many little small things, but think i really want someone bigger than life to come and knock me off my feet right now, to throw me off my usual routine
Thursday, February 04, 2010
Wednesday, February 03, 2010
you know how there are guys you like to look at (but don't like their songs much) and then there are guys whose songs (some) you like to listen to. (but looks you don't particularly revel in)
former: pan wei bo, xiao zhu, xiao gui, andy lau
latter: jason mraz, michael buble, jay chou, westlife, zhou hua jian
mostly because i'm not into noisy heart thumping high翻天 type
i'm starting to think..maybe the genre for me is country. i'm not sure yet, but maybe that's why i always thought i wasn't into music. because nobody i know is a country fan. so i thought because i don't love their music i don't like music.
maybe..abit of classic and abit of chinese instrumental too.
former: pan wei bo, xiao zhu, xiao gui, andy lau
latter: jason mraz, michael buble, jay chou, westlife, zhou hua jian
mostly because i'm not into noisy heart thumping high翻天 type
i'm starting to think..maybe the genre for me is country. i'm not sure yet, but maybe that's why i always thought i wasn't into music. because nobody i know is a country fan. so i thought because i don't love their music i don't like music.
maybe..abit of classic and abit of chinese instrumental too.
don't ask me to wake you up unless you're going to wake up and get out of bed when i do. because i hate the look of people's faces when i wake them up, staring at me blankly with half glazed eyes wondering who the heck this person standing in front of them at 830am is. as if i'm intruding on something and making you do something you don't wanto.
and i will call you for a maximum of TWO times ok! once is preferable, but since we are human.
i am not going to tap you and call your name three times! and have you jerk awake and stare at me blankly three times! or MORE.
this is in honour of my toilet mate who, despite (i think) good intentions for us to eat breakfast together annoys me terribly with her hard-to-wake-yet-wanto-wake-up-early-but-still-sleep-damn-late-doing-nothing-in-particular habit. i am now still waiting for her to go for breakfast (because she asked) for her to wake up to be exact! gahhh i've been up for almost 45 mins! this is not acceptable! i eat within half an hour of waking up! i probably sound damn anal right. especially to all you of there who sleep till 12pm. but this is how i work, and if you suggested breakfast why ask me to set my alarm at 8 when you're going to wake up at 850 and say oh let's leave at 9!?!?!?! >:( don't know how many times alr la this whole i-wake-up-and-wait-for-her. waste my morning time yknow. i didn't skip my lecture to wait one hour for you to go for breakfast. i wanto do my readings!! and if you ask me out for breakfast i'm going to assume that we're especially making time for each other to have a leisurely companionable breakfast tgt. not a rushed 15min ok gobble gobble gobble ok bye ive got class now gtg bye!
SIGH. IM HUNGRY. AND ANNOYED. and it's only 9 in the morning!
and i will call you for a maximum of TWO times ok! once is preferable, but since we are human.
i am not going to tap you and call your name three times! and have you jerk awake and stare at me blankly three times! or MORE.
this is in honour of my toilet mate who, despite (i think) good intentions for us to eat breakfast together annoys me terribly with her hard-to-wake-yet-wanto-wake-up-early-but-still-sleep-damn-late-doing-nothing-in-particular habit. i am now still waiting for her to go for breakfast (because she asked) for her to wake up to be exact! gahhh i've been up for almost 45 mins! this is not acceptable! i eat within half an hour of waking up! i probably sound damn anal right. especially to all you of there who sleep till 12pm. but this is how i work, and if you suggested breakfast why ask me to set my alarm at 8 when you're going to wake up at 850 and say oh let's leave at 9!?!?!?! >:( don't know how many times alr la this whole i-wake-up-and-wait-for-her. waste my morning time yknow. i didn't skip my lecture to wait one hour for you to go for breakfast. i wanto do my readings!! and if you ask me out for breakfast i'm going to assume that we're especially making time for each other to have a leisurely companionable breakfast tgt. not a rushed 15min ok gobble gobble gobble ok bye ive got class now gtg bye!
SIGH. IM HUNGRY. AND ANNOYED. and it's only 9 in the morning!
Thursday, January 28, 2010
i really like the view from the tut rooms at S4 - very daydream-in-class inducing. they just aren't very photogenic though.
view of our hall (but not our blk) at night after dinner
val star gazing
day time view of our hall
steamboat night!
:D
not very yummy but it was fun!
val and the big pot
ST & C, youall should totally come over one friday and we can have CNY steamboat and go stargazing at ADM. our first ever! this one cannot take 4 years to plan and materialise hor..our time here is running out..HAHA
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
wish i had a bunch in hall to go places and events with. motivation for one thing, and
cos even if you run out of gas socialising you still have each other
IT WOULD MAKE THINGS EASIER
i am trying by myself, but i need someone to back me up too
like the hwach girls are doing for each other, together.
cos even if you run out of gas socialising you still have each other
IT WOULD MAKE THINGS EASIER
i am trying by myself, but i need someone to back me up too
like the hwach girls are doing for each other, together.
Friday, January 22, 2010
listening to begin again by colbie c. (val says i should only enunciate words that i am certain of pronouncing) a song i chanced upon and started liking at borders one sunday morning
it's raining outside, it's 10am in the morning, and val is already at her first (and only) class of this friday. somehow when i'm in the room by myself i tend to feel rather lonely, when i hang out at home/other places myself, not so much. i wonder if it's because my area of movement is confined to the distance between my bed and hers.
going to try and read Life-span development now!
Saturday, January 16, 2010
MADNESS MADNESS. this week has been. by my standards in any case. marching through orchard road turned into trudging through orchard road practically every single day with a stone of a bag, going home late, sleeping uber late (again, by my standards), sneaking around, triple checking my sent messages to make sure i don't sms the wrong persons, imagining my friends in apparel after apparel like i'm playing barbie dress-up, watching like a (short-sighted) hawk for the subtlest of hints, doing mental sums of prices in my head... and i just lost an entire pack of stickers :( :( :( :( :( nyak nyak
in the remaining weeks of the month i believe the count for trips to orchard will still be less than that for this one week itself alone. birthdays are almost turning into something that i'm unwilling to let them degenerate into. i'm almost too shagged and uninspired to pen my never-fail-to-give cards too.
TOMORROW, we are finally going to sit around leisurely and enjoy each other's company and relax into the joy and chill that birthdays are supposed to be. phew.
(haha sorry i know i'm a huge grumbler every this time of the year. just let me grumble abit and i'll get over it soon enough!)
in the remaining weeks of the month i believe the count for trips to orchard will still be less than that for this one week itself alone. birthdays are almost turning into something that i'm unwilling to let them degenerate into. i'm almost too shagged and uninspired to pen my never-fail-to-give cards too.
TOMORROW, we are finally going to sit around leisurely and enjoy each other's company and relax into the joy and chill that birthdays are supposed to be. phew.
(haha sorry i know i'm a huge grumbler every this time of the year. just let me grumble abit and i'll get over it soon enough!)
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