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I MISS.. 

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I CAN"T BREATHE. STUPID BLOCKED NOSE. GAHHHHH. AND MY STUPID MAID MADE THE NOODLES CHAO TARR THEN WHEN I ASK HER WHATS THAT HORRIBLE SMELL SHE SAY ITS FROM OUTSIDE THEN I WALK INTO THE KITCHEN ITS SO FRICKING OBVIOUS ITS FROM HER STUPID NOODLES. WALAO THEN NOW THE WHOLE HOUSE FULL OF CHAO TARR SMELL.

IRRESPONSIBLE FREAK
YOU AND YOU.

hellllloooooo!
looklookloook! the pig. so cute
actually i wanted THIS buglife thingo but it's too sketchy and green and gives me a headache after a while. the pig's more solid. BUT! the butterfly is so pretty and green is sucha nice colour :) somebody pls use it so i can still look at it haha.
just now i ate rotiboy and i coughed like siao. i think i should abstain from rotiboys for the time being.
oh and i put it links cos the pink box is nice! but i forgot all my links alr. lol
AND MY TAGBOARD GOT PROBLEM LAH. gahhh
BYEBYE got so many pts!

i'm done with you





nikefree. reincarnate.

it's a sunny yellow, banana day
lalala cow calypso..the banana way
lalalalaalalla c'mon and play
lalalalalallalalalalalalalaalalla

lalala stands for lyrics i dunno.

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH annoyed.

and don't fret, limin! there's still a whole forest out there!! :D

hello!
i grew 1 cm! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
3 more cm to 168!
the 165 club! haha.
ehhhh i bet shi-tien is ecstastic that i'm catching up with her! MOOHAHAH.
BUT.
i gained weight also :(((((((((((((((((
i don;t really mind people knowing my weight, i mean you can't change it and the more you hide it the more people will find out sooner or later.. but i just don't think i want it publicised on my blog haha.

really. ok fine thanks for telling me.




send me ok i got the minutes thank you very much.

quite confused about her now. i don't know why i don't know how i don't know what to do. you always being kindof self-centred and angsty for over godknowswhat, and peeved at godknowswho again. You expect people to listen to you, but have you asked yourself if you've ever listened to us? I'm getting tired of being on the receiving end of your irreasonableness. Because you've always been so much fun and you do have your nice side, I've tried to salvage our friendship, giving in, telling myself that i'm used to it. But it's really getting to me. Other people from our clique might think i'm being oversensitive, AM I really?



help me out of the shadows,
into the blue sky and green meadows,
please.

hellooo!!!!!
i'm at wenting's house! i just had my first sleepover :)
wenting's room very colldd and i had sinus lorrr :(
but still! wenting's house so pretty, wenting's mom so nice and friendly, wenting's food so yummy!

ok toad is here!

BYEBYEEE

i haven't done any homework cos i've been reading hp5 which valerie so kindly brought to school to lend me even though it's so thick. thanks!! going to wenting's house to do proj later.

i miss the sec2 do project periods! where we'd sms/call each other and kan cheong this kan cheong that before we met up. haha so amusing

but sec3 is getting quite ok alr lah i guess.



one good friend beats many okok friends



i owe
tammie-1.20
susanta-4.00
myself-endless stuff that i promised myself to get.

REMINDER TO SELF: DO AND HAND UP ASSIGNMENT 4 ON MONDAY. (tell bala i forgot) AND CALL THE SINDA INDIAN ORGANISATION SL PERSON ON SATURDAY AKA TMR !

hey.
uh i would like to apologise to june and limin cos i just realised that it's very insensitive of me. i mean, i kindof realised before lah, but it finally dawned on me that i'm REALLY being insensitive and pretty mean and ego and idiotic. i mean, seriously, i know myself that i'm not really THAT T*** also what. so what gives me the right to tease you guys.



i'm sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i shall never ever mention the words T*** and S**** in the me-you context anymore. PROMISE.
(but then i rather be s**** and cute like you all then (relatively) T*** and nothing like me!)



loser #1 meets loser #2
loser#1 says "hi!"
loser #2 says "hello!"



i got my hand henna painted today! :D today's training was funfunFUN! I ASPIRE TO (jump spring board and) FLIP LIKE PRO SHERALYN AND YIRAN!
:)




BYEBYEEE

hi sorry three eight! even with all our hard work, i don't think we'd win the kite making competition cos i saw the others and they're really big and nice. :( nevermind! we shall win nball carn, ok ok ok?? :D

anyway thanks mel and feifei for staying back till almost 2 and the rest for helping out <3 ! sooo anyways thanks to this kite thing i found out that raccoon takes 190 at this time too! anddd i met hau wan at the sengkang int and we did a little catching on judo.. trainings, competitions. she'd just moved house and now lives 2 busstops away from me!

i heard joel's coming back! o_o i don't think it'd be anytime soon though. wah so exciting maybe he'll have an american accent!!

i think i deserve a (L) sign today. i'm sucha loser! 1) i can't count money properly. (so gen had to do it, haha thanks!) 2) i can't do uchimata. AND 3) i can't join basketball/netball/any ball game that involves a net BECAUSE. i can't even throw a measly empty bubble tea plastic cup into a bi black rubbish bin with a 40 by 40 square surface area. since i saw valerie successfully dump her cup into the bin besides the pasar malam about half a meter away from the pavement, i thought aiya, valerie can, i sure can, right? wrong. IT LANDED ON THE ROAD. so loser. wahpiang. and because valerie and limin said that i was wearing school uniform i had to go pick it up, risking my life by standing on the road with a lot of cars just to pick up that stupid cup.


anyway, here's what i found on 8days:
" I hope i take care of myself in such a way so I won't need it. I think when you die, you should look like you lived. You shouldn't look like you just started."
-amy cheng, on going for plastic surgery.
so inspirational and it's quite true right! :D

wah they think me being X is easypeasychickenpie. they think i do this do that very easy. you all are just TALK. and i have to DO.
see the not-so-small difference?
HOHUM.

the korean guy so hot!!
i want to watch wo de ye man nu jia jiao again!
<33

random pictures! points down. oh! i just realised that blogger has this insert image into entry thing now. hmm.



vcds i want to borrow:

-my boyfriend is type B

-meet the fockers

-x-men 2

-spiderman 2

-batman begins

-ice princess

-initial D!

-charlie & the chocolate factory (opens 4 august!!)

-the pacifier

-le papillon

-white chicks

-alot like love



this is all i can think of now.. i know i know! alot of them are realllly outdated and i'm really slow haha. and some of them are still showing. but i'm saving up soooo :) i can wait for the dvd. cheaper lah! and i think i'm sure to watch charlie& the choc factory again on dvd even if i'm DEFINITELY watching it. haha and i can borrow the pirated inital D from my uncle and pause at all the jay and edison parts :DD

cool golf poster 

my sister's EARS GLOW IN THE DARK pig mogu :) 

my roces! <3 

vvv blur closeup 

edison 

close up 

the tou wen zi D door hanger :) jay 

nail polish 

again 

daisy and brownie 

daisy 

again 

my sister's bedsheet 

today was open house. it was very sianded and there was probably more rgs people than parents/kids. all the tiny p6s made me feel old.. and reminded me that i was sec 3, already! despite the stupid childish ways we (valerie) act. we went for the rp talk in the hall and we were whispering to each other in the third last row, centre column. i think we were disturbing the parents around us with our talk about random stuff like..waxing(!) hahaha and then shi-tien had to go and drop her bottle. o_o then after a while when we realised that the cca performances weren't gonna start till veryvery longlong later, we left. hahah and partly cos we thought mrs deborah tan was staring at us. hhahahahaha. lol.


then uh, we went for lunch! at bk. and watched shi-tien write her chinese baozhangbaodao. then we left to go home and shi-tien went back to school.. then me, val and carrot carried our breadtalk balloons all over the place haha :) <3 then me and june went to this shop at ps, i think it was flash n splash. dunno didn't notice. we tried on almost all the caps there and i found that green suits june! and i like the brown wordy one :))) the caps are so nice and pretty and coooool. we also saw this nice towel material bag which was vvv niceee! but quite pricey. then we decided to run away! cos the salesperson was glaring at us. heheh. thennn i saw this nice prettty nike shoes that i like alot! but june says it's ok only. there was also this seventy nine bucks adidas shoe which i might try persuading my mom to get me cos my current school shoes suck and has a hole in its sole.



and then i'm back. and my mom has a problem. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. sometimes i realllyyyyy can't stand her man. she never wants to go to ecp. SO ANNOYING. every saturday stay at home be potato couch. gahhhh.

(random) i'm determined to get a nice puma bag!

OK BYEE

There is no true statement.



i'm annoyed at gen
i'm annoyed at valerie
i['m annoyed at bubble tea
i'm annoyed at myself
i'm annoyed at shit-tien
i'm annoyed at training
i'm annoyed at my mom
i'm annoyed at june
i'm annoyed at being poor
i'm annoyed at being not thin
i'm annoyed at being broke
i'm annoyed at bio pt
i'm annoyed at chinese pt
i'm annoyed at lit pt
i'm annoyed at wormy
i'm annoyed with my sister
i'm annoyed at my non-existent brother
i'm annoyed at the whole world i'm annoyed at just about everything that's not going my way



guess what's true?


i've decided to define people who live in flats (excluding those rich but stay in flats), like me, POOR. and then people who live in houses, like shi-tien and wormy, MIDDLE CLASS (almost rich). and people like gloria goh RICH.



june and valepee says PUDDING IS NICE.

helloozzz.

funny how pseudo friendship works.



i just heard my ten year old sister say

sis: what the bloody hell is she doing in my room.

to my other 4 year old sister.



eh! can't believe it. kids nowadays ah. sooner or later the four year old is gonna start spouting words like bloody shit and hell. what happened to innocence?



we were like begging ms hoo to let us go watch the judo finals with the c div/indiv prize winners..i mean yeah, sure nanyang was our "rival" but they're good! and we know how to appreciate a good match..but ms hoo so hard hearted :( we didn't get to go. aiyah actually not ms hoo's fault also.



in class, me: rotiboy is very niceeee

vanessa & shulin: it's too sweet..!


although it was different occasions but still!. so bu4 yue1 er2 tong2. and vanessa's aunt owns one of the rotiboy franchise shops. wah if her aunt were my aunt, she'd be my favourite aunt.

i ate rotiboy today <33 ok better go do the rs stuff. we've got quite abit of catching up to do.. on a random note, i can't wait for the new NLB to open! i love libraries. *pass khooshitty 8days and june 17.
khooshitty= cootie!

go ri boys!
i hope ri win champs and mr tan will be happy! so that training will be less tough

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Quote:
"All under heaven see beauty as beauty only because they also see ugliness.

All announce that good is good only because they also denounce what is bad.



Therefore, something and nothing give birth to one another.

Difficult and easy complete one another.

Long and short fashion one another.

High and low arise from one another.

Notes and tones harmonize with one another.

Front and back follow one another. "



; which means, only because i can't sing that we know that june can sing.

only because i'm short(er) than shi-tien that we know that she's tall(er).

only because i'm fat that we know valerie is thin.



so THANK ME. :)

my sister can't get me rotiboy today even though she's studying at cp again cos SHE HAS NO MONEY. stupid girl. no rotiboy tonight :( so my maid is cooking me PANCAKES. :)))

btw the previous post was meant for limin's friend. if i go tag his board again even-bigger-loser-valerie will say i'm a big fat loser again. HOHUM.

byebye i go watch teeevee

there's no such thing as quitted, darling.

my sister is getting me ROTIBOY from compass point! :))) but she's taking SO VERY LONG.
she keeps going out to study nowadays. i hope she does really well for her As! haha if she doesn't go out to study i wouldn't get my rotiboys!

/EDIT. i know this colour is terrible and hard to read, but what's a little squinting for some show fo school spirit?

i'm back from team nats. we won aes, lost to nanyang and then lost the bronze match to fatjar. it's quite disappointing cos i really wanted a b div medal. but then i'm not overwhelmingly sad, well, i dunno but i thought everyone put in good effort.

I'M ALSO ANNOYED.
at the start of my fatjar bout the fajar coach or some fajar somebody shouted "just go in and throw! look at her she's scared of you!" there and then i was like, POO! I"M NOT SCARED ANYMORE. I'M JUST ABOUT AS HEAVY AS YOU ARE. COME LAH.

wahlao so demeaning. i felt and still feel vvvvvvvv irritated that i didn't win to show her that i wasn't scared.
(i confess! i was scared initially.)

anyway, our juniors are brilliant! :)
our seniors put up a good fight too :)

oh i forgot to say this:

all the best for tmr everybody! no matter who's playing, it's still a team effort!
GO RAFFLES GO

i knew it was coming. i knew. so it didn't exactly hit me like a tsunami wave. but STILL. WHY OF ALL TIMES. when there's tomorrow! ..i knew, but i was hoping.

my dumb maid is so dumb. i told her to sew the rg badge onto my gi for me. AND I DREW THE OUTLINE OF THE BADGE ONTO MY GI WITH A BLACK PERMANENT MARKER, thinking that with such obviously bold black lines she won't make any stupid mistakes. AND GUESS WHAT SHE DID? sew the badge way ABOVE the black lines. SERIOUSLY. i'm not trying to be mean or anything. but is she just dumb or is she blur. or colour blind. that she can't see black from white.

skdhg;rish gorghriwngfskvwr.

and my braces colour is so wrong. i hope it gets hooked onto shi-tien's gi and comes off again so i can put black/purple. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i'm not smiling tmr

i'm so angsty today, i'm pmsing, i remind myself of VALERIE.
hahahaha that's the only funny thing today :D thanks val for lighting up my gloomy day

everytime my period comes i get muscle aches. BAcKACHES. why i can't get cramps like everyone else. backaches with my lopsided spine is not any less horrible than cramps ok.

$@$&873459-23 bwhy must we have long days !!!

and i still dunno what time the kite thing starts AND STUPID INET DOESNT LAOD

GAHHHHHHH I'M SO PISSED! ALL I WANTED WAS TO KNOW HOW MUCH THE BEN&JERRYS COST AND THE STUPID IDIOTIC SALESAUNTY SAID I COULDN'T BLOODY READ. SHE WAS LIKE: NA BIAN ZHE ME DUO ZI NI BU HUI ZI JI KAN MEHH. AND I ASKED HER POLITELY AND NICELY AND I CALLED HER XIAOJIE OK! ALTHOUGHT SHE WAS OLD WRINKLY AND ANNOYING. SHE WAS STANDING BESIDES THE FREEZER THE WHOLE FIVE MNUTES I WAS TRYING TO READ ALL THE BLOODY MESSY YELLOW PRICE TAGS WHICH WERE OBVIOUSLY NOT IN ORDER OF ARRANGEMENT OF THE ICE CREAM TUBS, AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN ASK IF I WANTED ANY HELP UNTIL I ASKED HER AND WHAT A STUPID IDIOTIC BLASTED CREATURE SHE IS. YOU THINK I CAN'T READ ENGLISH ISSIT. I CAN READ I TELL YOU I'M FROM RGS YOU SWINE. NOT THAT I WANTO BOAST BUT YOUR FRICKING ATTITUDE SUCKS TO HELL. I BET YOU'RE FROM SOME ABC SECONDARY SCHOOL THAT DOESN'T EXIST. YOU CAN GO AND ROT IN THE FREEZER WITH ROTTING ICE CREAMS FOR ALL I CARE ALSO. THIS KIND OF ATTITUDE ALSO CAN CONTINUE WORKING. I SUE YOU THEN YOU KNOW. STUPID. THINK I NO MONEY TO BUY ISSIT. THINK YOUR JOB VERY TOUGH ISSIT. ALL YOU DO IS STAND AROUND AND SLACK AND FACE TUBS AND TUBS OF YUMMY ICE CREAM IN AIR CON ROOM LORRR. NOT LIKE ME I GO TO SCHOOOL AND FACE BALA EVERYDAY. STUPID IDIOT SALESAUNTY.
EVERYBODY DON'T GO TO THE COMPASS POINT COLD STORAGE ICE CREAM SECTION. GOT THAT DUMB AUNTY.

i think i grew TALLER!
i'm taller than sarah! we compared in the toilet mirror. haha we used to be the same height! or maybe she shrunkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

nyheheheheh.

indonesian badmintion players are so famous. even my maid knows who taufik h---- (forgot how to spell) is. i was watching aviva open.
the china guy kept making mistakes i felt so indignant cos i was rooting for him.

anyway i still prefer watching doubles. more action more exciting.

my hands are itching! i'm having severe mahjong withdrawal symptoms!! :( i want to PONG! and GANG! and HU! and wash tiles! xi3 pai2 laa.
hiazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

anyway. we've been having weird dreams recently! haha.

and shi-tien sorry!

the first week of school after the hols has ended!
today we skipped school to support the indiv players :D

then me and shi-tien went to june's house to play mahjong for 4 hours!
and june won a grand total of 6 times, shitty 5 times and PRO ME, ONCE.

stupid june
stupid shi-tien.