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i've finished watching gumiho! credit goes to jianghe who posted all the pictures on her blog ha. i think chae is pretty too. her eyes make her look very fox like. kim tae hee looks good ALL the time, so nothing much to say, not that i don't like her. i think i like sa-joon. moo young needs a haircut! but if i didn't read the synopsis on jianghe's blog i'd think sa joon has a thing for moo young.. eeeee. the ending was louya. almost everybody died, gee.

watched deathnote yesterday! with vanessa tammie and suz. before that we went for sakae buffet and i felt like i was pregnant after that. anyway death note. i decided to muster my courage for a scary movie! i thought it was horror with ghosts and stuff but it's a thriller. suspense blah.but i scare easily so i still felt quite spooked in the dark and very empty theatre. zzz. i feel like the tom guy in i not stupid 2 tv series who can never get over his phobia of lizards. and i think L spooks me. who said he was cute?!

hoohoo.
i'm at home at 11.22 am yo! according to my computer clock.
anyway on the bus:
girl A: oh so what are you going to join in jc?
girl B: uh i wanted to try for canoeing but all our seniors are there so...you?
girl A: i want to join judo! ... seems cool right....throw people around..national team...my friend we saw him recently...limping around with a broken...martial arts...
girl B: yea...i heard..dislocated body parts..

after that i went to find a seat alr and that was what i could catch eavesdropping.

i thought i had no money in my wallet at all. then i realised that i have money cos my mom told me to buy PCR. ha. nevermind, i like being home early.

aaaaiiiyyyaaa i want to do something right now but i can't cos it requires me to go somewhere to get something. aiiiiyyyaaaa. i hate sitting around and waiting when i've got an idea in my head. im impatient. aaaiiiyyyaaaa and gumiho takes so long to load on youtube! AAAAIIIIYYYYYAAA. im such an obasan.

i received two letters today! i still like the snail mail. anyone wants to be penpals? :D
maybe i can try the message in the bottle method. maybe it'll float ALL the way to korea! and some guy living near the beach at jeju will pick it up!

cuckoo cuckoooo.
sorry i just felt like saying that.
my sister washed my hair for me today!she says my hair is smelly.
hohum haha
byebyee,

pictures! ask me for pw haha.
v difficult to guess one

argh i'm going to combust from boredom. stop telling me to study chinese! i think i hate studying. there's probably only one subject i'm willing to study for. UGHHH.
carrotong, wanto show you somemore..where you! don't feel like already laaaaz.

its a one way street
just you and i

the recent avalanche of sixteenth birthdays have left me thinking back of my sixteenth year of existence. as we reach the last lap of our secondary education and are going on to the next step in life i guess certain revelations just jump out at you suddenly, even though i suspect it has always been there somewhere at the back of our minds.

that i'm not the centre of the universe, that i'm not the only one in this world, that i'm not the reason for everyone's existence and finally coming to accept that the world doesn't stop spinning just because i'm not around. it used to be knowing, but it has come to be an acceptance. i don't do things solely for myself anymore, there's always this nagging in my mind for me to think of people around me, people i care for and people not only in my life, but part of my life. anyone can be IN my life, and out. strangers, they are. but how many that i can accept into and allow, consciously and subconsciously, to become part of mine? no matter how nonchalant, how lackadaisical they appear, i think people should be appreciated. just because the appear they don't care doesn't mean they don't, just because they appear happy everyday doesn't mean they're happy all the time. just because they appear annoyed doesn't mean you should leave them alone. i've learnt that approaching my pa when he's in a bad mood helps him to release his anger, moodiness, stress, whatever. sometimes it's not about talking it's about listening. it's being brave enough to step in and brave the flying plates, incessant whining or vociferous lashings; it is not running away and avoiding when you see a black face just because you don't want to suffer the wrath or the music. i can give anything in the world for someone i love if there's a need. and i'd be happy to.
i think, that, for me is the true meaning of being there for someone.

we all want all the good things in life, we try very hard to reject what we don't like, stuff not appealing to us. nowadays more often than not i feel very materialistic. and impractical. hankering after all that branded merchandise, (attempting) to follow all the latest trends, paying ridiculously sky high prices for merely a name in the high end fashion world. a name on my bag, a logo on my clutch, ha ha. i wouldn't be saying all these if i was financially able to provide for my own materialistic needs wants. so what makes it all so impractical is that, i'm not and i can't. .. ha ha don't i sound so noble and preacher-ish? pooohoo. you have no idea how much i want to rahrah all that money away to satisfy my selfish desires. i want so many shoes i can't count. i want so much money i need a swiss bank account. but that would have to wait. doesn't mean if i'm top of the list of the fashion police or if i don't rank exceptionally high in the looks department i can't be happy, or my friends don't like me(right?). who doesn't want to be perfect? anyway my point is, if i can still afford to wear what i want, eat like a pig, look human and live in a nice comfy hdb flat i'm still relatively well off and i should appreciate life as it is already.

let me clarify, even though i've come to develop and accept my own odd theories of life, it doesn't mean i always practise what i preach. i'm learning, i'm trying. i still grouch because i want more clothes, i still want every single pair of shoes i see, wonder why i can't be prettier. admitting all these doesn't necessarily make it any easier, but it makes me happy knowing that i'm finally growing up. (according to my own standards, that is)

i still have more priscilla's philosophies of sixteen years of life, but i shall keep them till the last few days of my sixteenth year.
peace!

ask me for the link to the pictures!
no more freebies for blog stalkers to ogle at all my prettyfriendsHOO.

SHE'S YOUR FRIEND DAMNIT. WILL IT KILL YOU? This is so maddening. JOT-KKA. i wish i were less of a coward to tell you in the face.

don't bother asking if it's you. its not like i'll tell.

anyway today! the pictures will be up soon!
thank you everybody for coming down, even though the surprise was a flop cos both of them were expecting something alr :( but we had fun (i hope anyway) but it would have been even funner if vionna and her high pitched squeals were around. imagine her squealing during soccer! T.T ahah.
i hope you two liked your cards too.i do! hahah.
my sister's having fun with the party hats that we didn't wear in the end :( she's doing role play. she's a rabbit she's a bee she's a ladybird she's a cat she's a tiger hoho.
SWEET SIXTEEN!
i love you you love me we are happy family.

shin is such a jerk.even if he doesn't know how to express himself he can learn. no one else can speak the words on your lips. you have to do it yourself. but he's such a poor loveless fool, i feel for him. ahh shin goon.

anyway i still have ep 21 22 23 24 to watch. my mom and my sister are hogging it now since i've stopped watching. gee.

aiya why everytime watch these kind of shows then i always emo emo one. MOOOOO.
the classic also. but at least it was a one shot thing.

i'm really itching to watch goong now with that pretty looking vcd box right beside me on the table. scratchscratch. but i really want to wait till i'm alone in the room to watch it. but i can't cos evan's As are coming and she's forever holed up in the room studying. the room=our room=my room. shucks. seems like i've to wait till tmr morning when she goes to church. :( SCRATCH SCRATCH.
i want to watch it alone and cry and feel sad and feel the ahh, why is love so painful for them feeling and having to decide whether i like yul or shin better and end up liking both. aiya yknow i watch goong very heartpain. so far i've seen yul tear (which was #$%^& my heart break ah) but shin hasn't produced any water yet. ohno if that's the case i think when shin the act macho all along cries..i think i'll cry la. so embarrassing if my sister's around right! actually not really la. but it's a private moment to bask in the heartache for them. aiya i don't know whether anyone knows what i'm talking about. anyway since i can't decide who i like more cos they're both so poor thing, gwaenchana!, i've decided the best ending for me is that there are two crown princes shin and yul and chaegyung the lucky girl gets both cute guys! :D

YEH. JOA!

na seulpeo.
yul goon gyae seulpeo.
shin goon gyae seulpeo.
chaegyung gyae seulpeo.
:(

saranghae dayo?

i'm writing my testimonial and i realise i don't really have much to say about my character.
i can't say she is a dynamic leader she is energetic and has much to contribute she is charismatic and charming she is full of humour and has a flair for making people laugh she gets along with everybody

aiyaa. i am

oh so boring

hellozz
was walking to kino by myself just now when i discovered taka level 4's arts corner! the shops there are all so nice and artsy.they even have a styrofoam nude human figurines at art.friend! so nice and cool and artsy. i keep repeating myself. but it's so fun to walk around there and buy all the stuff that you feel like making :D i felt like i need to buy something so i got two cards haha. i saw really YUMMY FILES at art.friend toO! omg i really want one! i like the cherries and the donuts one the MOSTMOSTMOSTEST. lemme show you and whoever can go and buy for me! <3 nobody can buy these two files because I LIKE FIRST i can't help being selfish the files are so yummy and pretty.

helloz. grumpy because i've got two presentations this week and both not done. roar.
anyway pictures! ha, cootie don't laugh too soon. val will have the last laugh with my latest album. act cute much? :D

yayee today was quite fun kboxing with our sec two groupie. but damn ex please.
me and khool bought earrings and we are very happy! haha. but i wanto go back and get some more..maybe the ones you got too, shitty. ydon't mind, do you?

i was reading harry potter on the train home and the half blood prince is about the return of lord voldemort and the dementors and the dark gloomy foggy atmosphere in the wizardry world. when i stepped off the lrt i was T_T cos the haze makes the night feel like i've stepped into harry potter world. hoohoo. the haze is really bad. psi 99 says my sister.

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN SARAH AND WORMY (albeit belated)~!!

our surprise was only half successful cos me and cootie couldn't blow up all the balloons even though we almost blew our brains out. plus they half knew the surprise already cos it was kinda obvious. :( but i hope youall appreciated our efforts!

pictures up soon! lots of cootie i realised, cos we were stuck in the room trying to put air into rubber shapes.

gong! ye man wang fei
i like kim jeung hoon now and i think shen caijing is so cute! i like kim jeung hoon's character heheh but i think i'll only like him when i watch the show. hahah.

anyway pictures from my phone! i realise i never upload
wt your pamper photo is here~ haha
ticktack!

saw a pair of guess black jeans that day which i liked. but bet damn ex one:( iwanto marry huang tai zi and become rich also

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try try!

woweeeee doraemon lunchbox!
kawaiiii.

hehehhe.
p.S if i don't reply your smses at night sorry! cos i try to sleep by 10 if there aint anything nice on tv now.

my sister stole my new bag. damnit. why is she always like that. taking my things without asking and then using the excuse that i was in school so she can't. first it was my brand new clothes then it was my brand new shoes and now my brand new bag. not to mention she managed to ruin my new shoes which wereMY birthday present. doesn't the word ASK exist in her vocabulary. fvck.

this week has been truly sucky. one thing after another. getting back papers was a torture. but results were expected all the same. tammie asked me why i was so unaffected even though my scores are like that. she's a good friend so i don't mind the bluntness. gee, what can i do? jump off the building just because i can't meet the school's standards? cry and moan and groan just because i'm not on par with my schoolmates? no amount of whining would change anything. really, those people who get decent results and still go on and on and on about it should grow up. i like to say that it's because i'm not a science whiz or because i can't do math and it accounts for two credits or blame it on any other self pitying excuse but i know it's my fault i didn't work hard enough. so what? at least i don't go around throwing tantrums and crying over spilt milk. life goes on.
or maybe i'm just too used to failing. to used to all these. immune. jaded.
i don't know. but whatever it is, it's over and there's nothing to do about it anymore. so comrads out there who are suffering my fate too, heads up! life goes on and studies aren't everything there is to living.

wednesday at singapore poly was torturous too.
and this week is my first long long week. so i'm having a hard time adjusting. today's my ONLY short day and i had to stay back to do the FA. gah.

but hello world! i've got friends! who care :) talking to shi-tien this morning made my morning happier. talking to tammie and laughing at with her during chem made bbc bearable. and thank you carrot and valval for the surprise gift which i'm still not sure for what. aaand orange? hahaha i don't have a single piece of orange apparel butttttt it's cute, thanks!! lubb ya val. and the fourtenners(four tenors!) for the korean shit which i can't figure out. i'm waiting for the next edition with the TRANSLATION.

tick tick tick and my heart goes BOOM
with love,
for my true friends.

i met xxxx at s poly today. i felt so bad for doing it to xxxx. im sorry!!

my apricot facial wash smells really yummy.
my dad's back to china again..i think my mom goes through a cycle. when my dad goes back she becomes cranky and irritable for a few days. then she's back to normal. and then the few days before my dad is coming home she's in a good mood and when my dad's back at home i know it's time for me to whip out my extra long and overdue shopping list. hehehe.

. um i forgot what i wanted to blog about but anyway i just bought a one litre bottle of oil for tmr's tangyuan session again. zzz ultraaa long day. now i've no early days except for friday when i go home at 2 :( boohoo but at least gods and heroes is interesting!

hellowelloyellow.
i am back from our pic-a-nicnic. i dunno why but ilike to say it that way. and i always say don't know as dunno. i think i write better than i talk. ok uhh got pictures! but all don't have me inside ahah. i'm dreading the day the other two shutterbugs put up their photos of today. i'm about the least photogenic person on earth. not that it makes much of a difference whether i am or not. shutterbugs sound so much better than camwhores doesn't it. so when people are camwhoring we are shutterbugging.. ..haha. sounds funny. i think candid photos always look better, somehow.

anyway all that talk about photos i bet you're wondering why they haven't made their appearance. its cos i suddenly find my blog too public for my liking aaand in case the rest of the glues get annoyed because they think they look eeyer in the ones i put up. despite those hair obsessed friends i have who fuss about their hair all the time, they still always look good. :)

rargh! i have a stomach ache. shitty what did you put in your sandwiches!!
haha kidding la. we appreciate your efforts and risks taken while cooking for us. (i.e burning the house down) i specially got them cuteANDfunky sunglasses and they didnt seem to embrace the joys of childhood like i do. :( OHWELL. yknow initially i wanted to get youall bottles of glues and write "friends like me and you, i hope we stay together like glue!"... don't think youall would like that either now. haha. im such a kid at heart.

watching jackie laterrr. i wanto zzz all that cartwheeling gave me muscle aches all over. shitzu.

i should constantly remind myself that not everyone thinks and looks at things the way i do.
otherwise i'd be forever questioning and unhappy.

helloo. i just got back from a family picnic. :) tired dirty and smellyeeky. but i enjoyed myself doing cartwheels on the beach. ugly ones. hahahzzzzzz. my cousin was trying to teach me so i just kept going and going and going and going. im so tired from all that cartwheeling.
and i realised i missed blading.! i felt like a mother hen leading my chicks cos my little cousins refused to go in front of me hehe. they say im the biggest so i must lead. we are TBG THE BLADING GANG. ehheheh.

going for another picanicnic at ecp again tmr. can i don't bring anything i treat youall to sugarcane w lemon. v nice especially after blading.

ok byeeZ