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hello. i am in an internet cafe again. but this time its more louya. as in older la. the computers not flat screen one. internet lag. and msn version is the old one. and keyboard v dusty and hard to press. i keep typo-ing still.
dont know why i dont see shulin online :( i thought at night everybody come online so i purposely follow them to internet cafe. fyi sometimes we can come internet cafe after dinner around this time, so appear online!

ohoh at least got candice char and mummy online! eh actually i smsed my mom to come online one haha.! sixty cents just to chat online for free. hahAH!

i miss home i miss singapore! :(
k la. till next time

hello all. i am in cambodia phnom penh right now. internet using place. the air is polluted and it is already goingto be dark. by 6pm it'll be quite dark alr. the keys on the keyboard are so loose i keep typo-ing.

zz i miss singapore i miss my bed i miss clean air and my home
but here's not too bad also la..it just takes getting used to.

shulin and tammie if you see this HELLO. when you go to india please take care k, don't get sunburn or what and fall sick! carrot is sick alr :( hopefully she gets well quickly..it must suck to be sick so far from home.

piang the internet place is so hot and stuffy. and im finally on msn hahah.

im wondering what to do for the one hour we can use the internet. send emails? ... ok la bYE blog when im back or sth

zzzz i don't feel like going anymore!!
er actually no la. i just feel super sian because it is afternoon and i feel like the whole day has gone by already and afternoons make me feel sleepy and sianz and zzz

and today i watched CNA in the morning, they say ho chi minh city is 24-32degree celcius LOR. so HOT. zomg. and we cannot wear shorts. er ho chi minh city is in cambodia right..or vietnam..

oh and i just had pizza hut for lunch. hahah my mom is extra nice today cos i'm leaving alr. super full! i think i ate too fast. and i ...feel..like...sleeping...ZZZZZZZZZZ

hope i get to get java chip from starbucks later! and a nice magazine to read. my mom's going with me to the airport so there'll be $$ :D hahahah

ok la. byebye. no internet and no TV (!!!!) for 18 days. BYE! tammie and baika, i wish youall were coming with me on this trip tooooooooo then everything will be perfect :( nehmind, enjoy india and PRATA EVERYDAY HAHAHAH

sigh. i am bored. i haven't finished packing. in fact, i haven't touched my luggagee since last friday when i started (i.e. put in all the food + random items i wanto bring). but i am not in the mood leh because this time of the day is when i don't do anything normally. so i shall er, pack tmr morning. since i'm going to be my usual early-riser-self anyway.

he must have nice hands and clean nails
he must not wear skinny jeans

after watching 4 korean dramas over whatever's-already-happened of the holidays,
i have learnt more korean words and they're stuck in my head. i feel like using and saying them but it would probably be weird and act-ish so i shan't. maybe i'll throw in random one words like PABO or sth la. i've got many friends whom i can use that on frequently. HEEHEE. okay no la, im kidding only! even if i'm not i'm probably just as PABO. hahah or actually i think, i am pabo in some areas and my friends are pabo in some areas, so we compliment each other and we teach each other stuff! :D

ok i shall make a list of what i remember:
PABO
KWANCHANA
OHMA MAMA
PYE-HA
HWANGTAE JA
MOULUA
KOMAWO
OTTOKE
WAE
MWO
MIANAE
MIANATA
KAMSAHAMIDA
JOESONGHAMIDA

i just painted my nails again. silver glitter this time. which i feel like removing already because it seems to highlight my ugly nails. ugh hahah i cut my nails even shorter and i feel happier

spent the morning watching X korean drama which title i don't know, and then watched goong s from 2-8. youtube la. i have episodes 19 and 20 left, am going to finish them up tmr morning YAY i will be able to leave in peace on tuesday :D

not done packing, and tuesday doesn't feel real even when it's already so near
haha that rhymes.
when i come back i promise to myself that i will do revision!! and cse i.s. (GROANS) workworkworkworkstudystudystudy j2 year is going to be hell for someone like me who likes to take things easy ughh for most of us actually, i think. but we'll still have to and WILL get through the As anyway right, no wonder we're in this school. GO US.
i still need to go find that perfect organiser. to keep the studying feeling comin comin COMING

AahHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i really feel very...irritated and restless because i cannot find the episodes i wanto watch on youtube eitherrrrrrr cos i don't know the episode number
but in actual fact i dont really wanto watch on youtube ANYWAY because i just don't want to!!!! i want to watch on the big screeen in continuous one hour sequences!!!! not by 10 minute parts and then one episode has to be split into EIGhT PARTs. damn irritating!!!!!!

zomgggggg i really feel super super super #$%^&*()#$%^&*(@#$%^&*()@#$%^&*() X infinity right nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. zomg this is just mindless rant and being stupid and GARGGGHH. three days later i'll look at this post and go huh.because the enthusiasm has worn offf but now I AM INAPPEASBLE UNAPPEASABLE whatever the word issssssss i cannot be appeased because THEY BLERDY CANCELLED TMR'S EPISODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAE? they can't even let me watch the last one peacefully before i leave!? i can't even leave happily UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I CANNOT BE APPEASED UNLESS I WATCH ALL THE EPISODES THAt I AM GOING TO MISSSSSSSS. UGH i just feel like sitting down and moaning and groaning about it.aHHhhhHHHHhHhhhHhhhHHHHHhhhhhHhhHHHhHhHhHHHhHhHhHhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
if i don't rant here i think i'll explode and be in a foul mood so AHHHHHHHH. this is so cathartic cathertic ugh dont know how to spell but ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i feel like i zou hou ru muo already aLAAAAA but so annoying!!!! why do the episodes have to look so happening!!!!!!

pssssssssssssssssssstttttttttttttttttt
balloon deflats. i feel like that now. no air already. rant until out of breathe. and still no hope. nothing can be changed. i still cannot watch the missed episodes. DOES ANYBODY HAVE???? please LEND ME. i can pay you if you really mind!!!!!! i think video ezy also dont have yet. even if they do.its probably rented by some person who's hogging it ALReADYYYYYYYYYYy

balloon deflats again. pssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssstttttttt

SIGH. i should justgo and sleep and sleep off my frustration

AHHHHHHHHHH
i feel so frustrated!!!
the next episode of goong s looks reallly really really interesting and nice to watch and happening!!!! AND TMR'S EPISODE IS CANCELLED BECAUSE OF SOME HERO THING.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh

why is this happening to me. WAE? WAE?! OTTOKE OTTOKE. AHHHHHHHHH.

and goodness se7en is so skinny can see his ribs alr, in the show.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i feel like, if i die now i cannot rest in peace because of goong s!!!!!!!!!! all the episodes i am going missssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss I AM VERY SAD AND UPSET AND AFFECTED AND PECKCECK AND #@$%^&*(
-.- !!!! T.T !!!!!! X.X !!!!!! O.O!!!!!!! :'( !!!!!!!!!!!!!

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i feel sleeepy and
i feel like a blobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb
of fat.BLOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBb. WOBBBLE WOBBLE
and my head feels too heavy for my neckkkkkkkkkkkkkk
i hate packingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg and unpacking
but now packinggggggggggggggggggg sucksszzzxxxxxx
aiya i go and sleep

i went down to pasir ris library from bishan today, after prata house. WAH i like NEL better because (it's purple and) the other lines' mrts are so cramped and squishy as compared to bright and cheery and airy NEL! claustrophobic luh. can't imagine peak hour! O.o

uh yea so it was a long and blehh trip to pasir ris where i specially went down to get Can you keep a secret?.
the Sans bookshop at plazasing has good books so haha i took down all the titles/authors i wanted to read and will go look them up in the library :D will go there for recommendations next time when i feel like readingggg

went grocery shopping with my ma at punggol plaza after that to buy all the cambodia stuff and !!!the total bill was $180+... and i have 4 bags of my cambodia stuff in front of me right now. i think the random things > clothes alr!

hahah
okay now that i've gotten down to packing and buying stuff to bring over, i am getting exciteddddddddddd.

tmr history..... :( sianzzzz

oh this is random but
sometimes i feel like i have so much love but nobody to give it away to.
or it's a matter of dui niu tan qing because the love bounces off. BOING.

and i'm in a dilemmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i like you but i don't like you!

I AM SLEEPY but my hair is wet cos i just got back from the bee movie. which, was. so-so. i wonder whether whatever i feel about the bee movie is what coot felt about the game plan. cos i was the only one to not like it!

i've been tired and sluggish because i've had to sleep late (and still wake up early can't help it) monday cos of heroes tuesday cos of thepillowman and..and er, i just realised that it's only wednesday today and i've only been sleeping late for two nights. and i'm already.LIKE THIS. body clock body clock. ok oh i need to take the malaria pill right. kBYE. i'm craving javachip from starbucks!!!!! but i feel so lehchey to spend the $ haha. maybe tmr..i wanto read

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/afp_asiapacific/view/311414/1/.html

the pillowman is rather disturbing. especially the stories

more excitingly, we rubbed shoulders with dick lee, kit chan, and random rich and famous people (whom candice diligently pointed out to ignorant us ha!) okay la not really rubbed shoulders, we just came face to face with them because of the jostling crowd.

the caucasians are so affectionate. MUAH left MUAH right. block the entrance! tsk. but hm singaporeans so conservative and constrained and held back we should learn

going to watch the pillowman later with candice and toot.
am supposed to be watching sugar&spice(!!) with them right now..but because i came home feeling #$%^&*((&&O from staying up last night to watch heroes and getting my period today, i decided to sacrifice the movie for the play.

because i don't wanto end up sniffling through the movie or falling asleep during the play
anyway play paid already movie not yet so play>movie, yes?

so there's sugar&spice and moliere to watch before next tuesday, ah but besides tmr i've got stuff on everyday till then. and i think tmr my family's going to watch the bee movie! yay. family <333 (minus catfights and overload of estrogen)

i feel shitty and i still feel like sleeping ugghh. but i shall work up the excitement for the play! i'm scared that i'll have nightmares after the play cos it's supposed to be a psycho-thriller.. and i'm going to reach home late i dislike coming home later than 9.

and these days i'm getting more and more worried about my future .. the bleakness, the uncertainty
is it because 2008 is fast approaching?

i am watching huangtaizidechulian now(adays) and i feel so sad for the hwangtaeji cos !!! :( i very sad and i keep crying cos he so poor thing. and the stupid selfish proud workaholic small eye guy gets the girl and is so happy when his brother is so sad it's unpardonable!!!! ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh the parents also so friggin selfish it's so horrible i cannot stand it everytime their faces appear i wanto kick the tv!!!!

it's not the end yet but i've been watching for six hours straight so i cannot tahan alr..must rest. i can't wait to see the ending!!! i hope hwangtaeji gets the girl. so poor thing!!!!!! :'(

i am sleepy and feel like sleeping soon.
in fact i am going to sleep after this.

there are many things to do! only 10 more (AHHH) days
i think come back must start revising
and i need to go find out when's my I.S meeting with AL (AHHH i keep forgetting, amidst all that TV watching) and DO STUFF!

PABO!

nowadays i've barely a cent to my name and in my wallet because i do not get pocket money during the hols. an unfortunate and sad fact, but it's always been like that so uhhh no biggie. just that there are SO many great movies i want to watch and XYZ things to buy/eat/do. but there's always the $ problem. not nice to keep asking cos ten dollar bills do not fall off her hair like apples from trees.

aiya okay. bed.now
tmr is the start of the training! GOGO

is fun

but i can only do one hand
and i want that colour!!!

today we went to sweep my grandma's grave. (sao mu)
then we went for brunch at some kopitiam at joo seng area where we had nice caitaokueh and siewmai
then we went to my uncle's house
i read my aunt's women's weekly and readerdigest
i found out that eating full fat dairy products like ice cream increases your chances of pregnancy
my cousin, amelia and i went down to play badminton and cycle
i found out that i can only cycle on straight roads at ecp and not around hdb areas with pillars and slopes and grass
i found out that my uncle my aunt my two cousins have 4 bikes and cycle to ecp via the bedok connector whenever they're in the mood. coooooooool.

the girlfriend waits
the boyfriend is late
.guards are standing at the gate

sometimes i don't like to share my friends very much.

and i am insanely jealous of anna in couple of fantasy.
I think you are mistaken. I am confident and can live like this yes, because of money. But the money is not my husband's. The money belongs to me.

i just painted my nails blue
and to be honest i think they look a freak
but i kindof like them and can't decided if i should change them to black which i also like

i'm back from ubin and i've finished watching couple of fantasy~ happy ending YAY. i don't care if it's boring cos its cliche i don't care i just like happy endings. those unhappy endings or ambiguous ones just have no closure. and make me sad

i am addicted to jianghe's blog cos she has many pictures and reviews on korean dramas. but i think that you should not watch korean dramas too often or else they'll lose their appeal. cos they're too much alike and longwinded.

anyway, i feel like sleeping now. z and im thinking of meatballs.

Korean drama alert!
http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Couple_of_Fantasy
i thought that Han Ye Seul was Kim Hee Sun cos they look so much alike but i've concluded that Han has more striking features. eyes specifically. probably fake..but who cares as long as she's pretty right haha

and Han Ye Seul is actually Chae-Yi in the Nine Tailed Fox (which jianghe recommended last year)! no wonder i kept wondering where i'd seen her before. i keep watching and watching and watching. quite draggy but it's still fun to watch and Oh is sucha hunk hahah

zomg i just discovered that the guy playing the young version of the stepbrother in Stairway to Heaven is Kim Tae Hee's younger brother!!http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Lee_Wan. she's super prettyyy
ohoh another discovery! Kim Tae Hee acted as the grown up evil stepsister in Stairway to Heaven! hahaha wow

OTTOKE
!

ughhzzzzz.
the cousins are over and 2+2= SUPER NOISYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
zomg. and my computer and my room has been taken over by the same intruders and i am out in the living room with my sister's laptop once more.UGhHHHH

i likekids, as long as they don't swear aren't rebels don't cry don't scream don't shriek don't get in my way don't make noise don't pick on me

UGGHHHHh. long day todayyyy

acckkk i have the i just vomitted feeling in my mouth, throat wherever else. because i just practiced my script about seven times all in a bid to sound more interesting. my mom very kindly told me that i sound like i'm out of breath when i try to be more lively. aiyaaaa.
okay nevermind because if i practice somemore i think op tmr has to postponed alr.

i liked the game plan alot!
oh and carl's junior's beef fries