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today was spent, differently. playing board games is such an old school thing for me. i can't even remember the last time i played one. but actually i guess today's one is not the typical kiddy easypeasy board games i play huh. haha even though i wasn't expansionist or much of a strategist enough to play competitive conquest games like this, i enjoyed the company very much and it has been a good post-cts saturday.today is one of the rare times that i hang out with the few of my classmates whom i feel friendly enough with... nice.

i have 3 movies i wanto watch. and next week i predict that i will be busybusybusy because there are birthdays and presents and plans. it's a happy kind of busy though i suppose! :) so i think i better work on my i.s. throughout the week and not leave it till the end of the week where everything's going to happen!

there is a grand total of ONE person online!
for the first time in forever i'm on msn and there's ONE person online on my msn list!
incredulous look.

ok i know la for those who have history as their last paper must be out going crazy for having not to talk walk eat and sleep ayatollah khomeini anymore and then the (HA.) physics people are mugging.
HA. now, but they'll have the last laugh during the As :( they should make a more common paper the last paper! like, ECONS or sth. or MATH at least, if not econs! yknow like, share weal and woe! gahhhh

anyway i wanto go cycling at pulau ubin after the As. in addition to the kayaking smint and i doing. i need a guide!and some good company! interested applicants please sms hah.

but for now, i wanto go cycling and blading and to the library and to tom's palette and icekimo and to eat betty crocker cookies! and to watch all the movies i wanto watch. and to go shopping on weekdays! but that'll have to wait till i earn my moolah yea! i love buying stuff that i see and like random and all that i may even find no use for :D oh and shulin's birthday is coming! she's going to be 18 and america is going to be 1232435(?)! hahah

i'm too tired from history. IM GOING TO BED NOWW

so maybe i'm just nosey random and weird
but why must people compare things to sex when they don't know what the heck sex is like because they haven't experienced sex yet?
like, buterscotch ice cream with hot chocolate fudge is sex.

PAH. as if i believe you. just say you love ice cream la.

you know if you hit the entire stack of mrkwok's theme 3 notes against your head it actually hurts.

yay history on thursday :)
gah history on thursday :(
gah history tmr! :(
but yay because it'll be a rare treat where i'll be at home with mom while the rest of them are in school! :D :D :D

guess cts 2 hasn't been very smooth :( but there's still prelims! go us!
i feel abit like North pole these days. and besides for a few XYZs, the whole school feels like it's full of other north poles.
sorry but i don't like talking academic very much leh.

today i sat in the hokkien service for one and a half hours pretending to look like i understood the sermon and the songs. haha because my (or so i thought) conservative, favour-boys-over-girls, traditional paternal grandmother converted to christianity recently!so my parents wanted to check out her church at potong pasir. she looks happier and is even wearing a cross pendant i was like, o_o if you knew my grandmother you'd be shocked too. and i felt quite happy cos she looked proud to be showing us off as her granddaughters to her friends after the service even though i understood zilch of whatever she said about us but i assumed it was something good cos all the ahmas and ahgongs were smiling their toothless smiles at me :D i used to think that because my mom had 4 daughters and no sons she didn't really like us very much :( it was quite nice to see her laughing and chattering away and happy today but i couldn't say anything much to her because she didn't know chinese and i didn't know hokkien and i felt quite UGHHH and sad because there's this language barrier between us that i probably can't overcome anytime soon and she's already so old. almost every cny when we go bai nian i tell myself i'll pick up some hokkien in the new year in preparation for the next meeting but i never do! sigh. i should try harder.

ah anyway talking about boys and sons, i always wonder if my parents are sad that they have no sons. biologically it's my father's fault right cos he's the one who provides the boy chromosome.but the other day my dad was up on the ladder fixing the fused lamp and me and my big and kaypo mouth was like: eh we have no boys so there won't be anyone to fix stuff when pa's old already leh. and i think my mom took it the wrong way!! and she was all like so you think he should find other ways to get a son issit. UGHHHH. i totally didn't mean that but it was so #$%^&* cos he's working in china and all GAH. I WILL GO LEARN HOW TO FIX A FUSED BULB LA.

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ohoh BEST DEAL ALERT!
sheng siong market sells BETTY CROCKER cookie mix at a whopping $3.95 ONLY!!!!! the last time i checked, fairprice sells them at $5.40 !!! a whole $1.45 more! all avid cookie mix bakers please go to sheng siong! i know there's one at bedok reservoir and little india tekka mall! :D
hahah, i'm quite proud of my save-all-you-can auntyness. hello money leh who doesn't wanto get more for less?
:D

today we went to eastcoastpark for dinner. you know how they say that standing on the beach with waves rolling onto your feet is very nice and relaxing? but what i felt was fear. the uncertainty of what lies beneath the black waters and the thought of the soggy sand washing me away :(

on a lighter note, i love eating grilled chicken wings with lime juice and chilli! and ok la i love to eattttt.

today is wednesday already! and i am looking forward to lunch next thursday with teo and loh already! hahaha.
but yea today is wednesday already. i am very calm you know. because i think i am quite resigned and besides its not like if i panic it'll help, lor.

oh china studies is quite fun and satisfying to study. and annoying in a positive way because every piece of information seems important that i don't think i can remember all! on the other hand history will probably be annoying in a veryverybad way because it will be: oh no! i don't know which and which and which is important!

so in any case, china studies>history

and SOSOSO infinitely annoying, because history is ALSO h2!!sigh.

hellooo long time no blog.
Camp Rise was good and a really great new experience that i'm quite eager to experience again but of course, for now it's the As first.

even though it was the result of painstaking calls every night, knowing that i could provide my parents with (however little) more enjoyment during their meal because for once they didn't have to take the bill, made up for everything.

If i had to choose one meal in a day that i can have with my family, i'll pick breakfast because the feeling of everyone piling into the car or taking a walk down to the kopitiam to start off a new day is just heartwarming fulfilling and everything amazing.

CTs 2 loooooooming and i'm not prepared =S !! but i don't regret the decisions i've made the past week to put aside studying for other things. so all i can say to myself now is GO PRISCILLA!

:) :( :S

ohno ohno i just saw Tae Wang Sa Shin Gi on youtube!!already up to ep 23!!probably more!!
i must not watch it! AHHH. but my tv cannot watch in korean!! :( :( :( !!

and did you know that the character Ho Gae/Hukai's real father is vice chairman of Samsung Electronics.!!!

I FEEL LIKE EATING TOM YAM MAGGIE MEEE.
DIEEEEE. so late already! fyi, eating after 7pm makes you fat(ter). SO SHOULD I EAT.
aiya i will decide on my own.going on and on about being fat is just irritating, lor.

PAYDAY.
like, MAYDAY. heheheh.
later 1130 got korean show! even my mom says it's very nice and touching! the girl v pretty!she acted in the classic and summer scent tooooo

people are too fat. people are too thin. too tall. too short. too broad. too narrow. too long. too flat. too flabby. too muscular blah blah blah. criticise criticise criticise.
people should just stop being so critical of other people just by looking at them on the outside.

so what? she's a great actress. that should count for more. plus she's got great legs and probably a great real life too!


sex and the city was...aiya full of sex, snogging and bare bottoms. aiya so brainless. but i love the shoes!!and the mexico scenery!

i like being by myself because i don't have to worry if you or she or he or they like me or not.

i feel like sleeping noww but my hair is wet
and i feel like googling something but nothing comes to mind!
i think i am turning into the first google-addict in the whole wide world.

oh and my frizzy hair would like to tell lohbaika's hair that it thinks that you are really nice and sleek and straight and shiny and frizz-free.

yknow, as you have more you expand beyond your previous considerations and then soon you find yourself in a bottleneck once again. and then you want more. and then you get more. and then you want more.

i guess alot of things in life are characterised by a perpetuating vicious cycle.
sometimes it's called improvement. sometimes it's called progress. sometimes it's called promotion. sometimes it's called increment.

contentment isn't an easy thing to cultivate.

ohmygosh. listening to my sister on the phone with her boyfriend makes me cringe. =S

saying "Fuck you" doesn't impress anybody.
refraining from saying it even though you can does.

my hobby is googling things.. mostly people
but i think i should stop doing that because i keep finding out stuff that i know i don't wanto know and it's really detrimental to my emotional health and my studying mood because i think too much.

because maybe other things don't really matter anymore..
priscillapriscillapriscillapriscilla don't think of anything else but your rich and happy future!!

young baeyongjun in Tae Wang Sa Shin Gi is superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr cute.
supersupersupersupersupersupersuper. don't believe go: HERE